Nakuba umsebenzi Wami uwusizo kakhulu kini, amazwi Ami ahlale elahlekile kini futhi aphenduka ize kini. Kunzima ukuthola isizathu sokupheleliswa Yimi futhi namuhla cishe ngaphelelwa yithemba kini. Ngifune iminyaka eminingi phakathi kwenu kodwa kunzima ukuthola isethenjwa. Ngizizwa ngingenakho ukuzethemba kokuqhubeka ngisebenza nani, futhi ngingenalo uthando lokuqhubeka ngisebenza nani. Lokhu kungenxa yokuthi kade ngacasulwa yilezo zinto zenu enizifezile ezingathi shu; kunjengokungathi angikaze ngikhulume phakathi kwenu futhi angikaze ngisebenze phakathi kini. Izinto enizifezile zenyanyisa kakhulu—benihlale nihlanjalazwa futhi cishe anibalulekile. Kunzima ukuthola inswebu yobuntu kini noma ukuzwa iphunga elimnandi labantu. Liphi iphunga lenu elimnandi? Liphi inani enilikhokhe yonke le minyaka eminingi, miphi imiphumela? Anikaze nilithole? Umsebenzi Wami manje unesiqalo esisha. Ngizofeza amacebo amakhulu futhi ngifuna ukuqala umsebenzi omkhulu nakakhulu, kodwa nisazibhuqabhuqa odakeni njengakuqala, niphila emanzini angcolile asesikhathini esidlule, futhi anikasihlubuli ngokoqobo isimo senu esidala. Ngakho anikazuzi lutho emazwini Ami. Anikayihlubuli indawo yenu endala enodaka namanzi angcolile, futhi nazi amazwi Ami kuphela, kodwa eqinisweni anikangeni embusweni wenkululeko yamazwi Ami, ngakho amazwi Ami awakaze avuleke kini, afana nencwadi yeziprofetho ebilokhu ivaliwe izinkulungwane zeminyaka. Ngiyaninxusa ezimpilweni zenu kodwa nihlale ningaqaphile futhi aningiqapheli nokungiqaphela. Cishe ingxenye yamazwi engiwashoyo iyisahlulelo kini, futhi ingxenye yawo inomphumela ngezinga lokuthi nonke senididekile. Ingxenye esele ingamazwi anifundisa ngempilo nendlela okufanele niziphathe ngayo, kodwa kunjengokungathi awekho ngenxa yenu, nanjengokungathi nilalele amazwi okudlalisa izingane, nokuyilapho enihlale nimamatheka khona ngokuzenzisa, bese kungabi nalutho olwenziwayo. Anikaze nilokothe nikhathazeke ngalezi zinto; benihlale niqaphela izenzo Zami ninelukuluku ngezinga lokuthi manje seniwele ebumnyameni futhi anikwazi ukubona ukukhanya—nikhala kabuhlungu ebumnyameni. Engikufunayo ukulalela kwenu, ukulalela kwenu okungenambandela nokungaphezulu, ngifuna niqiniseke ngakho konke engikushoyo. Akufanele nibe nombono wokunganaki futhi akufanele ikakhulukazi nibhekane nakho ninodwa, asikho nesidingo sokuyisho eyokungabi nandaba namazwi kanye nomsebenzi Wami. Kwenziwa umsebenzi Wami phakathi kwenu futhi ngibeke umsebenzi Wami omkhulu phezu kwenu, kodwa uma ningiphamba ngale ndlela, engingakwenza nje ukuphisana ngalokho ebeningakakuzuzi futhi ebeningakakwenzi emindenini yabeZizwe. Yini phakathi kwendalo engekho ezandleni Zami? Abaningi phakathi kwenu “bangabenkathi endala evuthiwe” futhi aninawo amandla okwamukela lolu hlobo lomsebenzi Wami. Nifana nenyoni iHanhao,[a] ngokuba khona nje, anikaze niwabheke njengabalulekile amazwi Ami. Abantu abasha awukho nhlobo umsebenzi wabo futhi bayazitika, abawunaki umsebenzi Wami. Abacabangi ukuthi bangadla emadilini Ami ehla esiphundu; bafana nenyoni encane ephume esidlekeni sayo yaya kude. Lolu hlobo lwabantu abasha nabadala lungasebenziseka kanjani Kimi? Labo asebebadala ngeminyaka bakulungele ukusebenzisa amazwi Ami njengempesheni baze babe semathuneni abo, lokho kwanele. Yingakho njengamanje, “benogqozi olukhulu” futhi “bezethemba kakhulu.” Nakuba begcwele isineke ngomsebenzi Wami, futhi beqotho bengehleli ngezansi njengomoya womuntu omdala ongeke ahudulwe noma anqotshwe omunye noma okunye njengoba kunjalo ngenqaba eqinile, ukholo lwalaba bantu alufani yini nomoya ongaphezu kwemvelo wesidumbu? Ikuphi indlela yabo? Kubo, indlela yabo ayiyinde yini kakhulu, ayikude yini kakhulu? Bangayazi kanjani intando Yami? Ngisho noma ukuzethemba kwabo kuncomeka, bangaki kulaba abadala abangilandela bedidekile kodwa abalwela ukuphila? Bangaki abakuqonda ngokucacile ukubaluleka komsebenzi Wami? Injongo yabo okungekhona ukungilandela kuleli zwe namuhla, futhi abangeke behlele eHayidesi esikhathini esizayo kodwa abayolethwa komunye umbuso kanye Nami? Ingabe nicabanga ukuthi isiphetho senu siyindaba elula kanjalo? Nakuba nina basha nonke nifana namawundlu, kuyaqabukela ninendlela yeqiniso ezinhliziyweni zenu. Ubusha benu abunakuzuza okuningi emsebenzini Wami, kodwa nihlale ningenza nginengeke yini. Nakuba nibancane, kuphakathi kokuthi nithatha izinto kalula noma nintula isifiso, nihlale ningundaza ngekusasa lenu; kuba sengathi aninandaba futhi nikhathazekile. Kungashiwo ukuthi ukubaluleka, imiyalo, nombono othathiwe okufanele utholakale kubantu abasha akunakutholakala nhlobo kini; nina, lolu hlobo lwentsha, aninamyalo futhi aninalo ikhono lokuhlukanisa okulungile nokungalungile, okuhle nokubi, okubukeka kahle nokubukeka kabi. Akunakwenzeka ukuthola izinto ezintsha kini. Cishe niyisidala ngokugcwele, futhi nina, lolu hlobo lwentsha, senifunde ukulandela iningi, ukungahluzeki engqondweni. Anikwazi ukwehlukanisa ngokucacile okulungile kokungalungile, anikwazi ukwehlukanisa izindaba ezingamanga neziyiqiniso, aniyiphokopheleli impumelelo, futhi anikwazi ukusho okulungile nokungalungile, okuyiqiniso, nokuwukuzenzisa. Kini kukhona ngisho iminonjana ebulalayo yenkolo ekubantu abadala. Nize nibe nenkani, ningasebenzisi ingqondo, niyancintisana, futhi ulaka lwenu luyindaba enkulu—uhlobo olunjena lwentsha lungaba kanjani neqiniso? Umuntu ongenambono angakwazi kanjani ukufakaza? Umuntu ongakwazi ukuhlukanisa okulungile nokungalungile angabizwa kanjani ngomuntu omusha? Umuntu ongenakho ukubaluleka, ugqozi, ubusha, ukuzola, nokuma aqine komuntu omusha angabizwa kanjani ngomlandeli Wami? Umuntu ongenalo iqiniso noma umuzwa wobulungiswa, kodwa othanda ukudlala nokulwa angafanelekela kanjani ukuba ufakazi Wami? Amehlo abantu abagcwele inkohliso nobandlululo akufanele kube awabantu abasha, nalabo abaletha imbubhiso, nezenzo ezinyantisayo akufanele kube abantu abasha. Akufanele bengabi namiyalo, ugqozi, noma isisekelo sokwanda kwentshiseko; akufanele bakhathazeke ngamathemba abo futhi akufanele balahlekelwe ithemba empilweni noma ithemba ngekusasa; kufanele babe nesineke sokuqhubeka nendlela yeqiniso abayikhethile manje ukuze babone isifiso sabo sokwandisa izimpilo zabo ngenxa Yami; akufanele bangabi nalo iqiniso, futhi akufanele bafihle ubuzenzisi nokungalungi, kodwa kufanele bame baqine embonweni ofanele. Akufanele bamane nje babe othathekile, kodwa kufanele babe nomoya wokuzimisela ukuzinikela futhi basokole ngenxa yobulungisa neqiniso. Intsha kufanele ibe nesibindi ingavumi ukucindezelwa amandla obumnyama nokuguqula ukubaluleka kokuba khona kwayo. Abantu abasha akufanele bazinikele enhluphekweni, kodwa kufanele bavuleke futhi baqine emoyeni wokuthethelela abafowabo nodadewabo. Ngempela lezi izimfuno Zami kuwo wonke umuntu kanye neseluleko Sami kuwo wonke umuntu. Ngaphezu kwalokho, zingamazwi Ami aduduzayo kuyo yonke intsha. Kumele nenze ngokuvumelana namazwi Ami. Ikakhulu intsha, akufanele ingabi nesinqumo sokuqonda ezinkingeni, nasekufuneni ubulungiswa neqiniso. Okufanele nikufune yizo zonke izinto ezinhle nezilungile, futhi kufanele nibe nesimo esingokoqobo sezinto ezinhle futhi nizibophezele ekuphileni kwenu—akumele nikuthathe kalula. Abantu beza emhlabeni futhi kuyivela kancane ukuhlangana Nami, futhi kuyivela kancane nokuba nethuba lokufuna nokuzuza iqiniso. Kungani ungeke usazise lesi sikhathi esihle njengendlela efanele yokuphila? Futhi kungani sihlale singalinaki iqiniso nobulungiswa? Kungani nihlale ninganaki futhi nizonakalisa ngalezo zinto ezingalungile nezingcolile ezidlala abantu? Futhi kungani nenza izinto ezenziwa abangalungile njengabantu abadala? Kungani nilingisa izindlela ezindala zezinto ezindala? Izimpilo zenu kufanele zigcwale ubulungiswa, iqiniso, nobungcwele; akufanele ziphundleke ngokushesha kangaka, futhi ziwele eHayidesi. Anicabangi yini ukuthi lokhu kuyishwa elikhulu? Anicabangi yini ukuthi lokhu akunifanele nhlobo?
Nonke kufanele niwuphelelise ngokugcwele umsebenzi futhi niwunikele e-altare Lami njengongcono, umhlatshelo ohlukile eninginika wona. Nonke kufanele nime niqine ekumeni kwenu futhi ningapheshulwa yiwo wonke umoya njengamafu esibhakabhakeni. Nisebenza kanzima ingxenye yokuphila kwenu, ngakho kungani ningasifuni isiphetho okufanele nibe naso? Nisebenza kanzima ingxenye yokuphila kwenu kodwa nivumela ingulube—nenja—njengabazali benu abadonsela iqiniso nokubaluleka kokusinda kwenu ethuneni. Awucabangi yini ukuthi kuyinto engafanele? Awucabangi yini ukuthi ukuphila ngale ndlela kuwukuphila okungenanjongo? Ukufuna iqiniso nomzila ofanele ngale ndlela kuzogcina kubanga izinkinga ukuze omakhelwane bangakhululeki nawo wonke umndeni ungajabuli, futhi kubangele izinhlekelele ezibulalayo—ukuba kwakho ngale ndlela akukhona yini ukuba nanjongo ekuphileni? Okukabani ukuphila okungaba nenhlanhla eyedlula eyokwakho, futhi okukabani ukuphila okungaba umsangano ukwedlula okwakho? Ukungifuna kwenu akukho yini mayelana nokuthola injabulo Yami namazwi azoniduduza? Kodwa ngemva kokuzulazula ingxenye yokuphika kwakho bese ungithukuthelisa ngize ngigcwale ulaka ngingakunaki noma ngikudumise, khona-ke ukuphila kwakho akulona yini ize? Futhi ungaba kanjani nobuso bokuhamba uyobona imiphefumulo yalabo santa phakathi nazo zonke izinkathi ekhululiwe esihlanzweni? Awunandaba Nami futhi ekugcineni uchukuluza inhlekelele ebulalayo—kungaba kuhle ukulisebenzisa ngokuhlakanipha leli thuba futhi ube nohambo olumnandi olwandle olukhulu bese ulalela “imithwalo” yami.” Nganitshela kudala ukuthi wena namuhla, nakuba unganakile futhi ungazimisele ukuhamba, ekugcineni uyobuthwa ugwinye amagagasi aphakanyiswa Yimi. Ingabe ngempela ningazivikela? Ingabe uqiniseka ngempela ngokuthi indlela ofuna ngayo manje iyoqinisekisa ukuthi uyapheleliswa? Ayikho lukhuni yini inhliziyo yakho? Lolu hlobo lokulandela, lolu hlobo lokufuna, lolu hlobo lokuphila, nalolu hlobo lomuntu—lungakuzuza kanjani ukudunyiswa Yimi?
Imibhalo yaphansi:
a. Indaba yenyoni iHanhao ifana kakhulu neka-Aesop yentuthwane nentethe. Inyoni iHanhao incamela ukulala esikhundleni sokwakha isidleke ngesikhathi izulu lifudumele—naphezu kokuxwayiswa kaningi umakhelwane wayo, inyoni imagpie. Lapho kufika ubusika, le nyoni ibulawa amakhaza.
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